
I
believe it was Mary Jo Putney who once said, "Torturing heroes is fun."
If that's true, I had a ball writing Conor. I forced that man through hell
and back. I killed off his entire family in the Irish famine, I had the love
of his life break his heart, I put him in prison, I beat him, I tortured
him with whips. I even made him eat fish guts. I sent him to America, where
he became a boxer and got pounded and pummeled twice a week. Then I decided
he needed a break, so I gave this hard-fighting, hard-drinking, gambling,
cigar-smoking, God-hating Irishman a Southern Baptist heroine. I know. I'm
ruthless. I hope you like Conor's Way, the story
of one man's journey to heal the savage wounds of his soul and the woman
who helps him do it.
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Winner, Romance
Writers of America Rita Award, Best Long Historical,
1997. |
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"It
just doesn't get much better than this." Cathy
Sova, The Romance Reader.
"Funny
and wrenching, heartwarming and emotional, Conor's
Way can't fail to make you laugh and cry."
Patricia Gaffney.
"A
superb book." Marilyn
Heyman, Under the Covers.
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Northern
Louisiana, 1871
When Conor Branigan ducked under the ropes and entered the ring, the
men of Callersville knew he was just too pretty to be a good fighter.
Women, of course, would have expressed a rather different opinion of
the matter, but no women were there. As it was, the men of Callersville
took one look at Conor's lean body and handsome face, and decided they
had a sure winner in their local champion.
Conor paused in the center of the ring and responded to the boos and
whistles that greeted him, the outsider, with an impudent salute just
for show. Then he sauntered over to his corner of the ring and prepared
to wait while the bookmaker's clerk took the last bets. His blue eyes
scanned the rowdy Friday-night crowd without noticing any face in particular.
After twenty towns and twenty fights in seventy days, all the faces looked
the sameshiny with sweat, eager for the fight, and anonymous.
But Conor didn't mind that. Life on the boxing circuit suited him. If
he won the fight tonight, he'd celebrate by taking a hot bath, smoking
a strong cigar, and sharing a bottle of good Irish with some carmine-lipped
angel of mercy who asked for nothing more than a dollar bill and a kiss
good-bye. Tomorrow, he'd move on to the next town and the next fight.
No ties, no family, no commitments. That was Conor's life now, and that
was the way he liked it.
A round of cheers went up as his opponent entered the tent, and Conor
turned to watch Elroy Harlan make his way through the crowd. The reigning
champion of Jackson Parish and the odds-on favorite was a huge, hulking
wall of a man who stepped into the ring amid the encouraging shouts of
his friends and neighbors.
Conor figured Elroy outweighed him by a good forty pounds, but he knew
from experience that the big ones were usually too slow. If Elroy had
a build similar to his own, Conor might have been worried, but when Elroy
moved to his own corner and scowled at him across the ring, Conor just
leaned back against the ropes and gave the other man a deliberately provoking
smile. Provoked men got angry.
"Irish son of a bitch," Elroy snarled.
Conor's smile widened. Angry men made mistakes.
Prizefighting was just a job, a way to make a living. It wasn't fun,
but it was better than gutting fish in Boston or cleaning up horse dung
in the streets of New York. It was better than swinging a sledgehammer
under the hot sun on the railroad line. Conor worked only two nights
a week, five months a year, and the rest of the time he was free. He
answered to no one, he needed no one. Yes, life on the boxing circuit
suited him.
"Getting a bit cocky, aren't you?"
Dan Sweeney's voice interrupted his thoughts, and Conor turned his head
to give his manager a careless shrug. "I can't help it, Danny. Look
at the man. I probably won't even have to hit him. I'll just dance around
him until he's so dizzy he just falls down.
Conor's style of boxing was something the two men had often joked about,
but this time, Dan didn't laugh. Instead, he glanced around, then leaned
closer, resting his forearms on the ropes between them. "Odds are
in, boyo."
"And?"
Dan rubbed one hand across his jaw. "No surprise. Elroy's the heavy
favorite. But all the bets on him have been small, each no more'n a dollar
or two." Dan paused, then added, "On the other hand, a couple
rich men are up here from New Orleans. Saw you fight at Shaugnessey's
last spring, and they've bet the limit on you. Five hundred each."
"Then they'll be even richer pretty soon."
Dan shook his head. "No, lad. The bookmaker had a wee talk with
me, and he's made it clear he'd rather not pay out that kind of money,
if you take my meaning.
Conor did. If Elroy won, the payouts would be many, but paltry, and the
bookmaker would make a nice profit on the bets of the two men from New
Orleans. If Conor won, only those two men would walk away winners, but
the bookmaker would lose a lot of money. He met Dan's eyes and said it
aloud. "They want me to go down."
"Let's just say it'll be healthier for us all if Elroy wins
this won."
Conor smiled again, a benign smile. "Over my dead body."
Dan scowled at him. "That could happen," he muttered. "Don't
be stupid."
The referee beckoned Conor forward, indicating that the fight was about
to begin, and Dan stepped back. Conor straightened away from the ropes
and moved toward the center of the ring as he unbuttoned his shirt.
Dan was right. He'd never been ordered to go down before, but he knew
if he defied the bookmaker, he was asking for trouble. He might make
it out of the tent, he might even make it out of town, but he wouldn't
get much further than that. Better to just let old Elroy sneak in a
punch that would send him down to the floor. Easier. Safer.
Conor shrugged out of his shirt and tossed it to land in the corner
behind him. Shocked murmurs rippled through the crowd at the scars
that scored his chest and back, and Conor responded to the stares and
speculative whispers as he always did. He ignored them.
But his outward calm was a deception. There were some who thought those
scars were badges of valor and courage, but Conor knew the truth. He
felt the old, familiar hatred stir deep within him as he remembered
the men who had given him the scars. Men who had stripped away everything
he was, piece by bloody piece, until he had become what they wanted,
until he had become the very thing he hated most. Now, he kept that
hate buried deep, hidden by a cocksure smile and an arrogant confidence,
but it never left him.
Some things never change, he thought, as he waited for the referee
to signal the beginning of the fight. This wasn't Ireland, but there
were still men who demanded his subjugation, men who wanted to own
him, use him. Rebellion flared, sudden and hot.
The referee drew the line of powdered chalk in the dust. "Toe
the line gentlemen!" he shouted and jumped out of the way. "No
kicking, no gouging, no biting."
The rosary of the prizefighter. A litany Conor heard twice a week from
May to September. Hail Mary, he thought, and ducked as Elroy
swung at him with a ham-sized fist. And going down be damned.
The fist sailed over his head. Conor straightened, then punched hard,
left to the ribs, right to the jaw, left to the ribs again, but he
jumped back before an answering blow could touch him.
He glanced at Dan and saw the old man shaking his head. He knew that
before the fight was over, Dan would be long gone, and he'd be facing
the consequences of his choice alone. Aye. Some things never change.
Elroy swung again, but this time Conor wasn't quite quick enough. The
fist slammed into his cheek, and he staggered back a step, seeing stars.
Jaysus, Conor, get out of the way. He could hear his brother
Michael giving him instructions again as if they were boys again, as
if this were a field back home in Derry, not a sweat-scented tent in
Louisiana, as if Michael were still alive. Don't just stand there. When
he's comin' for you, get out of the way.
Elroy lunged again, fists flailing, and Conor took his brother's advice.
He ducked to the left, hammered three punches into Elroy's gut, and
danced out of reach. Then he spun full circle and heard the crack of
bone against bone as his fist caught Elroy with an uppercut to the
jaw.
Elroy stumbled, recovered his balance, and lifted his fist for an
answering punch. But Conor wasn't there.
"What the hell?" Elroy muttered and looked around in confusion.
Conor gave a beckoning whistle, and the other man turned around just
in time for the final blow. A groan of dismay went up as Jackson
Parish's reigning champion hit the dirt with a resounding thwack.
Conor hung back, shifting his weight from one foot to the other,
breathing between his teeth, waiting to see if Elroy would rise to
continue the fight. The other man tried, but he couldn't even get
to his knees.
Conor claimed victory by raising one clenched fist in the air as Elroy
was dragged out of the ring. Michael would have been proud.
But he knew his triumph would be short-lived, and the price for it
would be dear. He walked to his corner and grabbed a towel. As he wiped
the sweat from his face, he watched the losing bettors head for the
exit. Only two men stopped by the bookmaker's table to collect their
winnings, and Conor knew they were the two rich men from New Orleans.
As he'd suspected, Dan was gone. The promoter handed him the twenty-five
dollars in prize money, and he tucked the folded greenbacks into a
flap inside his boot, even though he knew the bookmaker's men would
take it back, probably just before they beat the hell out of him.
Conor donned his shirt and buttoned it, grimacing at the pain that
shot through his hands. He picked up the leather pack that contained
everything he owned, slung it over one shoulder, and headed for the
exit of the now-empty tent.
He didn't make it that far. Three men stepped through the wide doorway
of the tent, and Conor watched them move to stand side by side, blocking
his path. The man in the middle spoke. "There's someone who wants
to have a word with you."
"Indeed?" Conor's grip tightened on the strap of his pack,
ready to toss it aside if the need arose, but he kept his voice casual. "That's
a shame, for I'm just leaving."
"I don't think so." The man in the middle stepped forward,
and the other two followed suit, walking toward him.
Conor could've taken any one of them, or even two, but with three against
him, he knew he didn't have a prayer. Nonetheless, he couldn't make
a run for it, for he dipped one shoulder, and the pack slid off to
land in the dirt beside him. He kicked it out of the way, clenched
his fists, and took a swing at the closest man, hitting him hard enough
to send him sprawling back into the dust. But before he could make
any further moves, the other two seized him.
He struggled against their hold, but he couldn't break free. The third
man rose and stepped up in front of him. Conor knew what was coming.
He lashed out with one foot, landing a kick square in the man's groin,
but that brief victory was the last one he got.
The other man straightened, and Conor saw the fist coming toward his
face. He tried to duck and failed. Pain exploded in a white-hot flash
behind his eye just before the punch to his gut knocked all the wind
out of him. The fists pummeled his face and body until he stopped struggling.
When the other two men let him go, he sank to his knees. A kick in
his kidneys sent him sprawling forward with his face in the dirt. He
licked his lips, tasting blood and dust.
The two men who had been holding him moved to stand on either side.
They began kicking him back and forth between them like a tin can,
and Conor's body jerked in response. It didn't take long before he
heard something crack, and he knew it was the sound of his own ribs
breaking. He tried to crawl away, cursing his own stupidity. He should
have taken the fall. When was he going to learn not to piss into the
wind?
"Enough."
Conor felt himself rolled onto his back. He opened one swollen eye
to find a lean, auburn-haired man he'd never seen before standing over
him. The man placed one polished boot on his throat, pressing down
with his weight until Conor couldn't breathe.
"Let me introduce myself," the man drawled, speaking around
the slender cheroot clamped between his teeth. "I'm Vernon Tyler.
Now, you being a stranger and all, that name might not mean much to
you. So I'd better explain how things are around here."
Vernon straightened and stepped back. Conor sucked in a great gulp
of air that hurt his ribs as the other man took a puff on his cheroot
and made a sweeping gesture with one arm. "I own most of this
town and most of the land around it, which I lease to tenant farmers.
I own the mercantile and the sawmill. I own the restaurant, the newspaper,
and the hotel. What I don't own, I option. Most everybody around these
parts works for me. I'm the boss, I'm the bank, and I'm the law. You
understand me, boy?"
Conor managed to nod. He understood very well. The accent might be
different, but it wasn't anything he hadn't heard before.
"Good. You cost me a good chunk of money tonight, and I don't
take kindly to losing money. You ever cross my path again, boy, I'll
snap you into pieces like a dry stick and use you for firewood." Vernon
dropped his cheroot to the ground and crushed it into the dirt with one
heel, then he reached down and stuck his fingers inside Conor's boot.
Pulling out the money, he turned to the men who stood beside him. "Boys,
take this sack o'shit and dump it in a field where it belongs."
One man grabbed Conor's ankles, another grabbed his wrists, and he felt
his body coming apart like an overcooked chicken as he was dragged out
of the tent to a wagon nearby and hefted into the back. He gritted his
teeth and endured the pain without a sound. Crying out, showing pain,
was the first step toward giving in.
The wagon lurched and started forward, heading out of town, every bump
in the road an agonizing reminder of bruised muscles and broken bones.
Conor closed his eyes and began to count backward from one thousand,
a trick he'd learned a long time ago. Focusing on the inane task sometimes
kept the pain at bay. Nine hundred ninety nine, nine hundred ninety
eight . . .
He was in an open wagon in the Louisiana countryside, but in his mind,
he was back in the Mountjoy. The summer breeze carried the scent of ripening
peaches and blooming jasmine, but the dank, sour smell of prison overpowered
their sweetness. Eight hundred fifty two, eight hundred fifty one
. . .
The wagon hit a rut, sending Conor's body a foot into the air. He landed
on his shoulder, hard, and it felt as if the prison guards had just snapped
his arm out of its socket then rammed it back into place again. He bit
his lip until it bled, but he made no sound. Four years and thousands
of miles away, but this time he wouldn't give the Orange bastards the
satisfaction of a scream.
Somewhere in the distance, he heard the rumble of thunder. He felt a
drop of warm summer rain on his skin, but then it turned cold . . . the
rain again, the damned Irish rain, carried by the winter wind through
the one-foot square of window above his head. He pulled against the chains
that held him to the wall of his cell, but he couldn't avoid the icicles
that hit the back of his neck like tiny needles. Seven hundred twenty
six . . .
The wagon slowed. A push of somebody's boot, and he rolled off the back,
landing on the dirt road with a thud. A fresh wave of pain shimmered
through his body and he cried out, hating his own weakness, just before
the blessed darkness overtook him. Seven hundred twenty five, seven hun
. . .
When he awoke, he was lying in the middle of a road in the middle of
nowhere. He was alone, and it was morning. Closing his eyes, he lapsed
back into unconsciousness.
Olivia Maitland needed a man. It wasn't just because she wanted to clear
the south pastures and plant cotton next spring. It wasn't just because
the fences were falling down and the back porch sagged. It wasn't just
because the peaches would be ripe in two months and there was nobody
to help her pick them.
No, the fact was, Olivia Maitland needed a man because the roof leaked
like a sieve and she was afraid of heights.
She snapped the reins, but Cally was a stubborn old mule, who intended
to take her to town in his own good time, and he made no attempt to move
faster. The slow pace only gave her more time to dwell on her problem.
Olivia shifted her weight on the wagon seat and tried not to be impatient.
Maybe when she got to town, she'd find that this time somebody had
answered the advertisement. She'd used her egg money to put a help-wanted
advertisement in the Jackson Parish Gazette, and she'd put up
notices all over town, but that had been three months ago, and she hadn't
had a single reply. Of course, all she could offer was room and board,
and that didn't make much of an incentive. The able-bodied men around
Callersville could work at the sawmill for real wages or tenant farm
for themselves.
A drop of rain hit the back of her hand, darkening the worn brown leather
of her glove. Another drop fell, then another. Olivia glanced up at the
heavy, gunmetal gray clouds overhead, and she wondered if she ought to
turn back. It had rained during the night, and the road was already muddy.
She might make it to town, but if another storm came down now, Cally
would never be able to get her home.
Her trip was probably futile anyway. Stan had told her the last time
she was in town that she could no longer buy at the store on account,
and she doubted asking again would accomplish much.
Olivia caught her lower lip between her teeth and stared at the rutted,
curving road ahead. Times had been hard ever since the war, but since
Nate's death the previous summer, times had gotten even harder. Nate
had been old, cranky, and not always reliable, but he'd been strong for
his age, handy with a hammer, and intensely loyal. He'd also been there
to help her bring in the harvest.
She had three girls to raise, hogs and chickens to tend, peaches to harvest
come September, and there weren't enough hours in the day to manage everything
by herself. Until Nate's death, she hadn't realized how dependent she'd
become on the old farmhand or how much she would miss him.
She thought of her girls and wondered how she was going to provide for
them if she couldn't get her peach crop to market. Perhaps she should
never have taken them in when their parents died in '65. Perhaps they'd
have been better off going to the orphanage if she couldn't take care
of them properly.
All the burdens suddenly seemed so heavy, and Olivia felt much older
than her twenty-nine years. "Lord," she murmured, "I could
really use some help down here."
As if in reply, the rain began to pour down, and Olivia sighed. "I
guess not."
She hunched forward on the seat and pulled her broad-brimmed straw hat
down lower over her eyes. It wasn't much to ask for really. Just one
man to help, a man who didn't mind hard work and didn't expect to get
paid for it.
Olivia pulled on the reins slightly, guiding Cally around the sharp bend
in the road. As the wagon rounded the curve, she noticed something lying
directly in her path about two dozen feet ahead. She jerked hard on the
reins, bringing Cally to a stop, and she stared between the mule's ears
at the man who lay sprawled in the middle of the road.
She should probably turn around right here and head home. There were
always nasty characters wandering the roads these dayshad been
ever since the war. Olivia toyed with the reins in her fingers, uncertain
what to do. She was alone, and the man was a stranger.
Still,
he didn't look like much of a threat just lying there like that.
Keeping her gaze fixed on him, Olivia climbed down from the wagon.
She hitched her faded brown skirt up enough to keep it out of the
mud as she moved closer.
It was kind of hard to tell what he looked like, but Olivia knew he wasn't
from around Callersville. His short hair was black, but caked with mud.
His face was lean and clean-shaven, but swollen and darkened by purple
bruises. There was a deep gash above his eye and another on his chin.
His clothes were torn and muddy. He didn't move as she came cautiously
closer, and she wondered if he was dead.
But as she hunkered down beside him, she saw the rise and fall of his
chest. No, he wasn't dead. At least, not yet.
She stood up and glanced around, but she saw nothing that might explain
what this man was doing out here in this sorry condition. He was alone
and didn't appear to have any belongings with him.
Suddenly,
he groaned, and she realized he must be in a great deal of pain. She
couldn't just leave him here. If she could get him into the wagon somehow,
she could take him back to the house.
Olivia stared down at the unconscious stranger, and she wondered if
he knew how to patch a roof and pick peaches. Right now, he didn't look
capable of much at all. She sighed and pushed back her hat, glancing
at the dark skies above, blinking at the rain that hit her face. "Lord,"
she said heavily, "this isn't exactly what I had in mind."
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